If Only

I shouldn’t be awake right now

I shouldn’t be awake right now because of you.

Nothing happened

It’s stupid

I’m stupid

I was on top of the waterfall

Looking down off the edge

Seeing the current pulling

I wanted to be a part of that beautiful scene

I jumped in

But I guess I didn’t jump at the right time cause

I never landed.


Beach Walk

I was never supposed to be so alone

Maybe it was meant to be this way

One set of footprints house tiny pools of saltwater

They are easier washed away by the waves anyway

My feet don’t pick up any more

Long lines in wet sand

I’m scared

When someone walks beside me

I get pushed into the current

I can’t be two pairs of footprints again

It’s too much walking

Even now,

My feet ache.

Already Done!

Wow! I’m already at 100 photos. That’s about 1/40 a number of photos Kim Kardashian has posted on her Instagram! Looking at them now, it seems like a lot less than I originally anticipated. I love it because every single one of them means something to me. When I look at them, I know exactly where and when I took them. All of my pictures have a story to tell, seeing them makes me feel the way I felt in that moment. Happy, nervous, or hungry, at the end of it all, I’m proud of what I have done.  Continue reading “Already Done!”